帮我解释一下这段英文好吗、First of all,I am not stupid,In fact,I just do not want to face Your commitment has never been the realization I keep promises unconscious Others will accuse me silly I blame my own cheap In fact,in the beginnin

帮我解释一下这段英文好吗、First of all,I am not stupid,In fact,I just do not want to face Your commitment has never been the realization I keep promises unconscious Others will accuse me silly I blame my own cheap In fact,in the beginnin
帮我解释一下这段英文好吗、
First of all,I am not stupid,In fact,I just do not want to face
Your commitment has never been the realization
I keep promises unconscious
Others will accuse me silly
I blame my own cheap
In fact,in the beginning,I was wrong
Why I first saw you fall in love with you.
Why just knowing you,gave you everything
Tired of love,is very hard and painful
I do for you all the things you have not seen
I was in front of other people to pretend,pretend I am very happy,to pretend that you love me
I wrote the log useful?
All these are my own wishful thinking
I do not hide anything
Can no longer fight for the love
Some things,I did not get,and eventually not
Has always been very naive,thinking that they love him,he will cherish you
Rivers and mountains may change,Its own character it is difficult to change
From the outset I would not expect anything to go
I put myself in a mass of bruises discount Mody
I consider myself to get beaten black and blue
I heard enough perfunctory also seen enough perfunctory
I was the world's most sad person
Do not remember how many times I cried.From the previous to the present
You did not deserve my love
I was too stupid
After I will not write a diary
I was tired.
What will not complain,it will not ask why
Everything is meaningless
Will no longer deceive ourselves
It will then not be disguised
I do not want to pretend that the well-being,happiness is not to pretend that no matter what I more than enviable,in fact,the real sadness I'm not real happy and happy..My heart is still dark
I was not sad,
I do not need sympathy
I do not need other people to read this log,because I do not need others to re-read.

帮我解释一下这段英文好吗、First of all,I am not stupid,In fact,I just do not want to face Your commitment has never been the realization I keep promises unconscious Others will accuse me silly I blame my own cheap In fact,in the beginnin
首先,我不傻,其实我只是不想面对
你的承诺从来没有实现
我一直昏迷不醒的承诺
其他人将指责我很傻
我谴责我自己的廉价
事实上,在开始时,我错了
为什么我第一次看见你爱上了你...
为什么刚刚认识你,给你的一切
疲倦的爱,是非常困难和痛苦
我对你所有的事情你还没有看到
我在前面的其他人假装,假装我很高兴,假装你爱我
我写的日志有用吗?
所有这些都是我自己的一厢情愿的想法
我没有隐藏任何东西,
再也不能争取爱
一些事情,我没有得到,最终没有
一向非常天真,认为自己爱他,他会珍惜你
河山可能变化,其本身的性质是难以改变
从一开始我就不会去期待什么
我将自己放到一个遍体鳞伤折扣么
我认为自己获得遍体鳞伤
我听到足够的敷衍也看够了敷衍
我是世界上最悲惨的人
不记得有多少次我叫道.从上本
你不值得我的爱
我当时太愚蠢
之后,我不会写日记
我累了.
不会抱怨什么,也不会问为什么
一切都是空话
将不再自欺欺人
然后,将不会被伪装
我不想假装幸福,幸福不是假装不管我多羡慕,其实,真正的悲伤我不是真正的幸福和快乐..我的心仍是黑暗
我没有悲伤,
我不需要同情
我不需要其他人阅读此日志,因为我不需要别人重新读取.